Post breakup syndrome - Not so much of a ‘I’m sorry’ from you. I didn’t want to be friends with someone who repeatedly ruined the chances I gave. Every single time I am shattered to the core by your indecisiveness and hurtful attitude. I lie in bed and thoughts run wild in my head. I pick myself up and feel more lonely than ever before.
I reminded myself you will get what you deserved. In the end, what comes around goes around. I have this overwhelming hatred burning inside me. It’s unhealthy and I honestly don’t want that. It ruins my peace of mind and leave me confused, lost and so lonely. Like a troubled soul.
I know all this will pass. You will just be another episode in my life. For now, I need to lessen the hatred. Not because you don’t deserve to be hated by me but I just want a peace of mind. To feel okay. Just okay is good enough.